Have you ever sat at a dinner table and realized nothing around you was what it seemed?
I did. At my own wedding anniversary dinner. And by the time dessert arrived I did not recognize a single person sitting with me. Marcus and I decided to celebrate our fifteenth anniversary the same way we celebrated our first. A home cooked dinner. Just family. No restaurants. No formality. Just the people we loved most sitting around our table. I spent the entire day cooking. Slow roasted lamb. Saffron rice. Warm bread straight from the oven. The whole house smelled exactly the way it did fifteen years ago on our very first anniversary dinner. By seven o clock everyone was there. Marcus sitting at the head of the table looking exactly the way he always looks. Calm. Steady. Mine. My mother in law Patricia sitting across from my mother. The two women who had never quite managed to be comfortable in the same room together for fifteen years. Both smiling carefully. Both pretending. My brother Samir who drove four hours to be there. Loud and warm and filling every silence the way he alway...